The Monster

It Rushes Through My Body Like No One would ever believe.
I tell myself that it will stop and maybe someday it will leave.

My Whole Entire body in excruciating Pain
Its something that I cant and wont even start to explain.

I push away the medicines thinking that I can stand it longer
Truly I believe that it will make me a little stronger

Ive Pushed My Self to do more than I know I can
But afterwards the pain is way more than I had planned

I try to live my life as a regular Teen
But yet I cant seem to fit in to the normal everyday scene

Everyday I put a smile on my face
All Because I try to make it take my pains place

I wish this monster inside me would Go Away
So that I wont have to live with pain and sadness every day

Some People Say That Im a fake
But really they dont know how much I ache

I know that all of my Close Friends Love me a lot
And always and forever they will never be forgot

I thank everyone who has been by my side
And for being there on the days that I cried

I end this poem by saying thank you
To my family and friends who are helping me through