Pain Inside

If I'm your sister,
Then you have a suicidal sister.
I'm not the same person.
I'm a fallen angel that cuts herself.
She can't smile and fakes it
When she does.
She cries and locks herself in her bathroom
Screaming in agony because
Her heart is ripped out of her chest.
She grabs the razor and slashes her wrist.
Blood goes all around her and she smiles.
She's happy she won't have to be in pain.
Her breathing stops and she falls into a eternal sleep.
Before she goes, she thinks:
"The pain inside is gone. I'm in peace."
That girl is me.