Ultimate Freedom

Ultimate Freedom
by chris bolten

A disappointment blooms due to the gestures that reveal the void of understanding that cries to be understood. A belief in courageous effort cowardly crawls back to its cave. Fear based vibrations scurry along the nervous system seeding an unwanted chaos. A natural response of philosophical heroin is released, but is absent of the usual effect. Back up defenses of past mental prisons unlock. Honesty spawns in the midst of the disorder and plays a tune with no beat. A black hole of vulnerability SCREAMS only to find the responses it pulls in do not fill the hole, they make it bigger. The brainstem and spine are no longer sure they can support the weight of responsibility the dream begs for. The honest ice of winter breaks the summer’s branches of delusion leaving nothing to grasp. The moment is now accepted as real, and must be faced. The final attempt at prevention is surrendered and chaos is now allowed to fulfill its purpose as the vibrations evolve into an earthquake. The cave collapses. The heroin runs dry. The prison bars open. The tune begins to beat. The black hole swallows itself. The brainstem and spine shatter. Everything is now unraveled, untied and no longer connected. The fear subsides and the dream shines. The acceptance of death opens the window to life. Infinity is found and one is lost, all at the expense of no real cost. The laws of laws cease to be, no more reality to decipher. The time to be… is officially free.