wednesday afternoon

Close my eyes to blind me from the view
Everythings so cold ugly and blue
The one thing that I thought would stay
Has risen up and gone away
Without second thought or reason why

Cross my heart and hope to survive
Nothing seems to care that I'm alive
When reasons dont make sense
And love's deprived



My skin shadows my heart from the light
Everything inside has died
You'd never know because my mouth holds the shape of a smile


Choice has come and choice has left
Love holds nothing because nothings left
Screams go bent and hands raise high
You've no wish but to someday die
Hold your gaze and keep your smile
Everyone looking will just pass by
And like a lonely death in a cold hotel
Your door stays shut and all is well