Your Daughter

I thought my mum loved me,
I thought she really cared,
I always thought that she missed me, considering I don't live there.
I wish my mum was a person who would move heaven and earth for her daughter,
I thought my mum would kill anyone who sexually abused her daughter.

My mum doesn't seem to be that person who I could go to for a hold,
I have grown up since I was a little girl and that story can't be told.
I don't want the world from her,
I don't need her to tell me everything will be all right,
May be I just want her to be happy when she see's me, or to support me at night.

You see I maybe getting older but it doesn't mean I don't need my mother,
When I need the support I am pushed away,
My mum doesn't want to know and I have to be o.k.
My mum is the person I will always love,
I know things are bad at this moment and I know things are rough.

My mum doesn't support me in the things that I do,
But I'd give her anything no matter if she asked me to.
I always believed a mum put her kids first,
I don't know why she doesn't with me,
May-be because I am not that little girl.

My mum mentions his name, the person who abused me,
I tell myself to ignore it and maybe she is doing it purposely.
I cried at times when things are bad,
I wanted my mum to help me she knows that I am sad.
But she never appears at my side,
She always says something or makes up a little white lie.

I craved for her love that its hurt my heart,
I don't like feeling like that and I hate we are apart.
I miss my mum so much and wish we had a bond so strong it was filled with all her love.
But most of all I miss my family and when I am tired of caring for a relative someone would come and help me.
I don't want the world like I said from my mum,
All I need is her to show she cares for me and once in a while give me a little hug.