Healing

I write this not to spread your lies,
Not to give you a reason to hide,
But to get this off my mind,
release these feelings inside,

You rose me so high,
then let me just fall,
You told me I was everything,
Then took it all,

I felt so fragile,
So hidden in the dark,
Hiding from the light,
But you still left your mark,

I no longer can trust you,
I don't know exactly why,
But I gave you a part of my life,
Yet you took me for a ride,

And every wound you helped seal,
Is weeping, crying,
Why won't it heal?

Your words are not welcome here,
I think that you should go,
I can't find a reason why,
I had to let you know,

And the betrayal never leaves,
Never leaves a sobbing heart,
But I think I'll do okay for now,
As long as we're apart,

I may forgive you in time,
But I can't ever let it be the way it was,
When I completly needed you,
Just because...

I hide my tears in desperation,
you won't see the real me,
Hiding in an abyss of madness,
Where only you can set me free,

For a moment I forget,
that you held my soul in the palm of your hand,
And you threw it away,
, In one single span.