See Through This

I've fought against myself for too long
Denied what's inside
Too furious, too tired of feeling wrong,
Time to embrace my pride.
                   Don't let your mind twist and wind,
                   Or change your thoughts of pride.
                   When it hurts deep in the spine, don't
                   Bend your back, face it with a clear mind.
Again I've found
It's better to move on.
                   Find it in yourself,
                   Life rolls on.
Cannot survive a false life,
Have to hold my head up,
Sick and tired of being denied.
My self doubt, my heart,
My insecurities, SHUT UP......
                    Focus your eyes and don't loose sight
                   Of what lies ahead. Don't deny
                   Yourself of what surrounds you.
                   Look for what strives that inner
                   Bliss. For love will find you.
Took too long to find,
It's better to move on.
                   It's all in what you make
                   Out of all that you perceive.
Pulling the knife from my back
Letting my wound bleed.
What I gave to you was;
Giving into false need.
                   It's up to you, where you place
                   Your surroundings, to heal your wounds,
                   To falsify your wants, and to accept
                   Truth into ones needs.
I don't need this.
                   You can pull through this.
No one deserves this.
                   For no one shall stand in your way.