rock and roll pain

ROCK AND ROLL PAIN

Now Im at the concert, fans screamin so loud it hurts
for that night im havin a blast but for my heart i need a cast
cause im always on tour, i never see my wife or kids that i adore
so i end up divorced, all alone in my porsche
i hide my sorrow deep in this bottle
i hide my pain beneath the champaigne
on the suniest day it feels like rain
thats why i do this line of cocaine
because this worlds driving me insane

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when you're at the top theres a lot to lose but nothing left to gain
thats rock and roll pain

I got what I always wanted but I feel so haunted
by my own determination, my own drive
Always for excellence I strive but deaths around the corner waitin for me to arrive
Everything that helped me come alive I've now been deprived
so I sit in my mansion alone and cry
Did I mention I want to die because i miss those kisses goodbye
Everyday I get fried just to get away from this life
for every happiness there's always a price

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My child's miles away, it's okay, I'll see him another day
I got to get back up on my feet and give my fans what we both need
Shake it off and move o, return to my workaholic habits
Every problem I have I just pretend I dont have it
Every cance that I get like Eminem I grab it
I may never get close to his fame, thats rock and roll pain