Running Thoughts

Running Thoughts

These tears are slowly fading,
The last few drops brush down my skin.
I now know that I won’t see you again.
 
I try my hardest just to forget,
But I can’t,
And its killing me ever so slowly.
 
Sometimes I remember,
All the bad times that we had,
And I remember why I’m living this way,
In a group home,
So lonely,
And afraid of what I don’t have.
 
It’s hard to get up on some days,
When the pain is too much to bear,
When all I do, is look up at the sky and stare.
 
I wonder what I did wrong,
I wonder why it hurts so bad,
And will the life I had
Ever be the life I want to have.