Baby..I'm Gone..

As I lay here..
With my face on the ground..
I wonder why I stay here..
why I let you hit me..
you have no idea how bad I just want out..
but I know I'm not strong enough..
even though I wish I was..
No matter what you do I'll always love you..
hit me..
rape me..
break my heart..
no matter what you do..
my heart will always be true to you..
I don't know how I can feel like this especially after everything you've put me through.
I lost your baby..
and you say you wouldn't have claimed it even if I would've had it..
you have no idea how bad that hurt..
so now I'm done..
I need to be strong..
I need to tell myself what you're doing to me is wrong..
you know I love you..
but because of what you've done to me..
baby I'm gone.