Holy father or Commander?

Artificial smiles
Painted upon masks of lies
Rows of perfect flowers
Were no one ever crys

Soft white wings
That shine so bright
And everyone is quiet
...Fallen silent with fright

This heaven we speak of
Were no on is sad
And in this heaven
..There is no bad

Here we are all the same
Faces of porceilen dolls
Lying upon the clouds
If youre good you will not fall

They say your here by choice
You took that holy bath
Is that true?
Is that why you chose this path?

To never feel emotion
Because you are controled
You chose it out of fear
Fear of the devils hold

But tell me
What is the difference?