friends lost

Suicide has a very powerful meaning, no time for second thoughts or even reasoning.

These are the final, dull words of my dearest friend, they haunt me every day and to no end:

When a friend once loud can never be heard,
precautions thought taken never occurred.

You get a feeling so cold down a hopeless spine,
like bones snapping louder or horror trapped in time.

Like a web of nightmares caught in my mind,
dreams out of reach they will never be mine.

friends look over you and cry out tears of sorrow,
for the insight of one will never see tomorrow.

Faces are so beautiful and should never go to waste,
but sadness takes its toll on this love lacking place.

my thoughts are open to discuss, or so they were,
until I closed my eyes one last time just for her.

Live with this touch, for i never will,
feel all of it truly, to every chill.

listen from now on 'cause I never can,
the sound of your voice is the one I can't stand.

clearly my vision is obviously scewed,
I don't mean to be blunt or even be rude.

This is a bad taste in my mouth as you can imagine,
knowing death is moment away and in the worst fashion.

my scent will linger for some time now, and times to come,
but it's too late for remorse the deed has been done.

A final goodbye to my mind, love and tences,
a farewell to my thoughts and all of my sences.