Him

The Reason for my smile is him..
The Reason for thousand's of my tears is him..
All the long restless nights are because of him...
all of the magical happy moments are because of him..

and yet..he has no idea..
that for him i would give the world.
he has no idea...
that he has my heart spinning in a fast whorl

my first though that brightins up my day...
the last though before i fall asleep that can make the worst of days feel great...
its all him..
and the control i have of controling my feelings is growing slim...

i have never before felt this kind of feeling...
i want to be the only girl in his heart
if i knew i could have just one day to be in his arms...i would be wheeling everything.
and i would pray to god..that we would never be apart.

he is everything to me.
i've never had a feeling like this to anyone else.
never has anyone been able to make me go from crying to smiling so quickly that he does.
i've never had someone who is in my mind twenity four hours a day...

HE is the reason for my smile..
He is the reason i cry thousand's of tears.
HE causes me all my restless nights.
and HE is the reason for all the great moments.

and still he has no idea...
that i would change anything for him...
i would risk it all just to be his...
i would be what ever he wanted me to be...

im not sure how much longer my heart can keep playing in his game...
does he like me...or does he not...
am i just is friend...or could i ever be more...
theres just so many things i dont understand....

that place in his heart....
where no one has ever been...
thats where i want to be...
and i never want to leave..

so please...if all this you are doing it just a game please stop..
because you just dont understand how i feel at all.
you have no idea how much pain you cause me...
you have no idea...how many confuseing thoughts you put in my head in just one day..

YOU are the reasons for my many smiles..
but YOU are also the reason for thousand of my tears..
thoughts of YOU are what keep me awake at night...
the best moments of my teenage life are thx to you...

but he will never..
have any idea what he mean to me...
he will never figure out..
how much i truly love him..