In my world

In my world theres hate and alot of pain,
lonely nights in the dark with my tears in the rain.
Love is not real, it's made up of lies,
and everytime I look in the mirror, another part of me dies.
Heartache and tears are all I feel,
if this is a game, I've been dealt a bad deal.
Awaking a new day still so cold and unreal,
the pain I feel inside makes me wanna kill.
Oh Lord, hear me out, and answer my plea,
bring me a new day through love I will see.
Or end this life of mine now, I'm so cold and unwanted.
Or show me the love I've so longingly wanted.
Please Lord help me and guide me with your light,
or my life I'll take as you take day and night.