I placed a blade against my skin.

I placed this blade against my skin,
Not knowing what I did.
Thinking that I was worthless.
I had to get over myself and continued my life as if nothing happened.
I continued my life, still bringing the pain and continued stupid things.
Got involved with sex, drugs, and alcohol
Screwing up my life and lying to my parents, that there was nothing wrong with me when there actually there was something wrong.
I continued with my lifestyle continued to cut until one day I tried to take my life.
Once I was in the hospital my parents sent me to rehab.
It took me a long time to recover but I did it for my family and friends.
Until one day I took a blade and placed it against my skin, not knowing what I did.....