pain

pain
It’s not a pinch, stab, or prick.
It’s not pain that can be caused by a stick.
I need a wall around my heart,
I don’t need another painful start.
you put me in a cart,
And took me on a crazy ride.
now I hurt on the inside
but that was your plan all along
It awoke my mind with a gong.
even though you’re gone
I lock my door at night
I’ve now  learned what paranoia means
It’s something that works beyond the scenes.