a song about depression and wanting to kill yourself..... |
yesterday I held a razor blade put it in between my lip's, prepaired my wirists.. then I put it away...for another day now.. anticipation bleeding still, okay I'm not ready now I'm so sick of being everyone's bitch, I let myself be, long long ago and now I'll never get back.. Please help me out, I never ask for much aticipation, okay, I am not ready now.. [choras] yesterday-- I held on to mine only you--you drown out time-- but it's not that I'm scared or lonely it's just that I'm fine..all by myself and I'm worried [choras] Yesterday I helped light candles in the dark blew out a light, prepaired my wounds then I gave up, and now I can't talk to-- anticipation-- is so yesterday I'm so sick of giving a damn I alway's have from long long ago and now I don't give a crap please help me out, I don't ask for much anticipation--blows my mind yesterday-- I held on to mine only you--you drown out time-- but it's not that I'm scared or lonely It's just that I'm fine..all by myself and I'm worried [refrain] now I get out... now I never get out.. now I go when you say green light go.. I never give in.. never go out and give in now... never give up or go back down.... never give them anything.. Yesterday, I held a razor blade broke it apart from my razor in my bathroom I held it still and then hid it...oh no oh no yesterday-- I held on to mine only you--you drown out time-- but it's not that I'm scared or lonely It's just that I'm fine..all by myself and I'm worried yesterday-- I held on to mine dont' give a damn if you drown out time-- but it's not that I'm scared or lonely It's just that I'm fine..all by myself and I'm worried just today-- I lost my mind and all alone I drowned out time-- I'm scared and lonely and I'm not fine..all by myself I'm not fine... |