neurotic-imprisonment social isolation

Is it that I'm shy or is it that I'm modest? Am i a total outcast? i really dont care.

Smart people sometimes make me feel worthless. I dont hate smart people, i admire them.

I feel odd sometimes, if i show the real me, people somehow feel or think that I'm an idiot.

Social isolation, the perfect statement that describes the real me.

My personal statment:" i could not careless", be yourself at all times, and respect will always be due.