The way she fell

This life is so hard and now she know how he feels..
so she decided that very day †
that the best thing in this world so cruel was to take her own life away
so she planed it all out
in her head with no doubt
because no one in this world need her
so she went to the creek
the day mild and bleak
to plunge herself in to the frosty water
then all of a sudden she woke up to find
her guy sitting by her side.
because he saw her, she wondered how confused and lost
why she still loved him when he betrayed her at such cost.
she decided now that if he meant what he said he would be true
and he would be honest about the reasons he says he can never love you.
she hopes he lying when the words leave his mouth
so she drowns out his words with the simplest sound
the one of her tears hitting the ground
today he let her go
he just let her fall
the reason he saved her was only so she would know
that she was doing the wrong thing for all the right reasons
and to him she was dead, and he forgot that one time that one season.
So she tried to hold it in and tell him he was nothing and it's not like it mattered
but the truth is he's the reason her heart is broken and battered.
He's the reason that she can't ever sleep
and if he knew anything here's all she would have to say
that in this world so cruel he's all she'd ever need. ?