Just Another Disgrace Under The Sun

Living in a nightmare,
Never again will you care about me
Whether I live or die
Whether I smile or I cry
Never even caring about what use to be,

After all this time
I still lie here in the dark
Wishing you were next to me
Praying one day you will see
That you ripped my world apart

Don’t you know how I much I love you?
Don’t you see I can’t go on?
I would do anything to be with you
But I don’t know what to do
I’m completely empty with you gone

When you stopped caring I lost my will to live
We were best friends now we don’t even talk
You’re all that matters now
I can’t just yet throw in the towel
I guess for now I have to sulk

Letting go is something I can’t do
Forgiveness is such a simple word
But I know it’s so hard to do
Such a hard thing to choose
When you’ve been hurt

Did you ever miss me?
Did you ever look at me and see my tears?
Ever wonder if I was alright
If I could sleep at night
If I had faced my fears

I’m more afraid than ever
You’ve won
I cannot forget
Will always regret
I’m just another disgrace under the sun