thoughts of everything

Im going crazy
just thinking about tomorrow
my family is far away
school is getting tough
people are driving me nuts
my life is so boring
im always at home
never get time for my friends
I am busy working or trying to find work
my headaches are becoming stronger
more and more thoughts are filling up inside
lately I"ve been thinking why those 33 had to die
my dreams are so fierce and so real
walking around I have to deal with the fact
that something bad will happen
I don't know what to do I'm so confused and feel so
empty all I can say is blah blah blah ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh