Gift of Knowing You

I don't know what happened to me, Why I never saw the light
His faithful children were taken, One cold December night
If I could go back I would, but there's no changing it now
I have been left behind, and I'm going to tell you how
I walked away from Jesus, I left him in the sand
His footprints all alone, For I was an unholy man
He wanted me to come, Instead I lived my selfish ways
Now it's I that walks alone, Through the tribulation days
Jesus please forgive me, I know that I've done wrong
I'll walk steadfast through these times, Singing Your great songs
Jesus, I repent of my sins, I'm giving You my soul
Come into my heart dear Lord, Come in and make me whole
They've already killed my family, For their mark we would not take
They're coming for ME now Lord, Truly my love is not fake
Oh, Lord Jesus, I can feel You, I'm in a peaceful place
The glorious light You are, Is shining on my face
I know I've done much wrong, but I stood for You in the end
If I had always lived for You, None of the suffering would have been
If I could live life over, I would live it all for You
Never would I stray, I would guide my family through
I would live everyday as if it were my last
So when the rapture came, We would not be passed
The pain my family suffered through, For standing on Your name
I should have prevented years ago, And for that I am shamed
Now I know your words are true, I saw with my own eyes
The "Messiah" the world has claimed, Is full of Satan's lies
I wish I could go back ten years, To warn people of what I've seen
Show them scriptures in the bible, and tell them what they mean
Lord Jesus send Your spirit back, Give these writings to someone true
Who is willing to tell others, Of the wonderful gift of knowing You