Inner feelings

I open my eyes. I close my head and put a shield to hide me from the real. Like a spider Ive spun a web,sticky and filled with the empty shells of the lies ive caught and eaten whole. Its like im running blind thru water and the ignorance is suffocating. Its been so long since ive been to the surface of this bone dry lake,but maybe if try to tear down the wall ive built i can begin to bear the satisfaction of your hate.