phantom WITHDRAWL issues Resurface

I'm getting a little sick,

always alone,

the world seems anti-me,

perhaps I'm crazy,

I avoid people,

I still wonder why they leave,

it's better than before,

it's just me living,

maybe I wanted him,

maybe I'm bored,

why drag another into this,

I just couldn't do it.

Maybe it's destiny,

probably not,

I'm just eccentric,

and draining,

just too damn single minded,

to live alone in a muster such as this.