This was written for a friend of mine.And now her son is 23 and has a child of his own. |
Im so happy,my body has just begun to form. I feel so tin,but I am very warm. Mommy doesnt know yet,but shes gonna have a boy. Shes gonna hold me in her arms,buy me new toys. I can move my fingers,I can wiggle my toes. This has been a long process,its going by too slow. Mommy senses, that im in here at last. I wonder now,if she wants the months to go by fast?. Ive got blue eyes,and curly blonde hair. I wonder if my skin will be dark or fair?. Mommy is angry,I dont understand. Shes not happy with me!,shes crying in her hands. We woke up early, one morning at 7:00. We walked to the doctors office.Im scared,are they gonna send me to heaven?. Mommys still crying,shes scared as can be. I wonder what they are doing,I wish I could see. Somthing just jabbed me,it hurt awfully bad! Mommy doesnt love me,is this all the life I can have. My senses are gone now,im dead,oh how it did burn and sting! Now im just a thought,of what could of been. If the mommy I Loved wouldnt of sinned. Dedicated to all the lost lives that wouldnt of been if people practiced protection! |