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This is a little about me but most of it IS fiction. I know this is a little hard to read |
“Feelings collide” By: James Mills Things in my life aren’t going well right now At times I feel lazy and like a fat cow I know in reality that’s not true But sometimes I just feel like I don’t know what to do At times I’m the guy I want to be Other times I’m just not me I have so much on my plate Sometimes it would be nice just to clean my slate At times I’m depressed and I’m alone No friend’s to hang out with; no one will talk on the phone My friends seem to never be there Talking to my parents…no that I won’t dare I just want a sense of happiness Not a sense of hopelessness At school I laugh and just do my own thing At home to pass the time I avoid people and to get things out I try to sing My mind is confusing me to were I don’t know what’s the truth and what’s a lie People are so deceitful and end up hurting you some times I don’t want to even try I feel as though I’m on my heels My mind is going insane, spinning me around, as I want to know how that feels How it feels to never be hurt or used and to be shown that you belong Even though you’ve been that nice guy you’ve shown that you’re serious and strong But people don’t even care the hell about you or how good you really are Good people are genuine & kind but people are se damn mean they take lying to far The crap I’ve seen & been through fire builds in my eyes & anger grows in my fist The more crap I experience and stuff I see the more I’ll be pissed I’m starting to grow tired of all these people who continue to use and abuse This time I have so much anger and strength I will not lose That nice guy you once knew is still there Now I’m just not going to show how much I care Although deep down I will have my passion and my heart This time I will be more shut down and I won’t let anything bad start Right now I can feel the anguish and power that runs through out me I’m so pissed…there’s so much anger, fire, and rage that you can not see In the beginning I went from not knowing what to do Now with all my knowledge and anger…I can see right through you |