Nearly a year

Nearly a year has passed
Since we agreed to be just friends
Or should I say you agreed

Over the past year
I learned to let you go
Not wanting to
But figured it was for the best

Reflecting back on a time
When we had something going
I've realized

You brought me up
But you brought me down
You caused so much happiness
But caused so much pain
You brought out the best of me
But washed away the best of me
You acted like you cared
But made it look like you didn't

There are still so many unanswered questions
That I want the answers to
But I must accept
I'll never get those answers

Nearly A year has passed
And I've finally realized
You're not the boy I thought you were
You're not the boy for me
Maybe you never were