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I can’t define,
What’s on my mind,
All I can say is I think of you,
Through and through,
It always comes back to my thoughts,
The smell,
The feel,
The game,
Soccer,
Is all I can think about,
I can tell,
You think I’m cracked,
My thoughts are everywhere,
Thinking of sports, music, life,
The thing is,
I can’t get everything in order,
Something’s here,
Something’s there,
I can’t seem to pull it together,
One day everything is going to come down on my head,
No time to think of the past,
Present and future time,
What am I doing tomorrow?
What am I doing now?
In this time,
In this place,
Everything is in reach,
I pray that I won’t make things worse,
It’s always me, who wrecks everything,
I forget,
But I’m not forgiven.