Memory Girl

These thoughts are pounding in my head
With everything you ever said
Can't eat, cant sleep, can't live, can't die, can't think straight.
You left a mark, you touched my soul
But now you're gone and I'm not whole
I ache for you, I want you near
but I'm afraid you'll disappear
You left me hurting, all alone
If only I would have known
I would try to keep you here
but now you're gone and its what I fear
I keep you here, in my heart
You have been there from the start
You're fading from my memory
Your face now i can't even see
I try to keep you alive
But I don't know if you'll survive
You'll always be my cause for joy
My memory girl forever more