Why should I live

These ghosts they walk beside me
Never leting me be
The past comes and goes
The present flickers past me like does
The future I never see
I have nothing to believe
All I am living for is for release
Please sweet devils and angels give me peace
The days move by
All I want is to die
The months are cold
And I am growing less and less bold
The years pass by
And I am still alive
I am bleeding
My life is leaving
The world wants me to give in
It will not end here with this horrible sin
They will die first
I will watch as their bodies burst
My anger and hate
with death will be sated
Now the bodies will fester
It will all be for the better