Villains Always Get the Girl

its just easier to overthink things
when i ask myself why
for the fiftieth time before 10 AM
i can't help questioning
and i don't want my name to be a secret
because all your secrets are safe with me
i want you to shout it half as loud
as i scream your name
walls are built up and torn down
its a process we all dance around
i'm not sure what's going on
and i'm not sure what's going wrong
wrong with wanting to hold you
and i shake, but you hold on to me
what's wrong with wanting to touch you
when you breathe deeply
and feel everything that makes me long for you
society scolds us for the decisions we make
selfishness is wanting you while I have you
its intoxicating in this solid hour
your power drives me
my eyes blur, i stand alone and i stare off
trapped inside the bars of eyelashes