Lonely unwanted girl

All feelings of belonging have slowly dissipated
I feel nothing but the emptiness which has overcome my body.
You frozen my heart, you promised to love me forever.

I wake with the morning light resting on my face.
And an empty space in my bed, where I used see your beautiful body as you slept.
Never wanting you to awake, Awake from your sleep
That you beautifully slept.

Maybe I’m a love sick fool.
Or maybe just a typical writer, who takes too much in.
That’s absorbed too much from one night.
Or just a lonely girl who has been abandoned too many times.

It was just one night
But you showed me more attention, love and affection
Than anyone who has ever held me.
You took every inch of me in, exploring and discovering new parts of me
That no one else even bothered to search for.

As I lie in bed thinking of you now
trying to understand my thoughts.
You are firmly cemented in my head and in my heart
My head is still a mess, but I do know one thing
Yet again, I’ve become the lonely unwanted girl.