I'd become in love with a girl for the first time, and she broke my heart. |
In this darkness, crying quietly as I can This knife I'm holding so tightly creates a gash in my hand So this is what real heart break feels like? My heart hurts more than I can stand Saying those things, I wanna lay down and die Please God put this blade in my chest , let all the pain end I'm writing this hurt in the darkness of my room Tears are staining this paper I'm thinking, "how much more could I make her..." Understand That this all wasn't just in my head You say I don't know you But I think it's you who doesnt really know me Heeeelp me I mean with all my heart everything I say I want to love you, but now I'm too afraid. I remember when you held my stare with your eyes It kills me everytime it comes into my mind Every thought of you rips open scars all over my body I scream as there becomes nothing left of me. Understand That this all isn't just in my head You say I don't know you But I think its you who doesnt really know me Heeeeelp me I mean every single word I say I want to love you, but now I'm too afraid My soul is not yet empty. you are still there. I dont want you to go and leave it bare. I know you don't love me back But I hope that you still care. Don't leave me in this dark Don't force me to turn my back After all this time I know I'm gonna have to deal with being alone. Understand That this isnt just in my head You say I don't know you But I think it's you who doesnt know me. Heeeelp me I mean every word I say I want to love you, please don't go away Tell me the truth Tell me everything I'll tell you one thing I'm sorry Something this song can't explain I wish you could see What was and is truly inside of me |