Thoughtless

..Thoughtless


Thoughts running through my head
always thinking everything through
again and again
regretting everything I do
hoping to make it better soon
breaking by every effort I can’t conquer
happiness upon me - masked
covering something that I really,
- shouldn't be embarrassed of
hating myself
for being this weak
making feelings and memories eternal
with melancholic thoughts
my inferiority complex.


Thoughtless. 2005.