Based on an the up and down struggle with a mentally abusive relationship. |
“Blackened Raven” October 20, 2004 Today I’m different from yesterday Yesterday we danced Twisted in romance Pure and free With love innocently One, in each other’s soul Now faded sounds Lost in chaos and lack of control Yearning to stay with you in yesterday Where our luminous gleam saved me Distant from my fury Bring me there With your hands so fair Please break its power Stop the Darkness Slay this monster I dress for another day in war As I wait for its random ritual Violently, it thrusts against my skull The screams are all too familiar Trust is a liar Faith is disguised I’ve descended Into its darken eyes Defiantly I refuse to let you go Yet Love seems fatal And all words become hostile I try to overlook its manipulation Still it persists in its coercion Where is your caress that heals my scars? Reopened by the blackened mouth that swallows me in I’m captured set behind bars Yearning to stay with you in yesterday I pray to thee For our luminance that saved me Hold me Free me With your hands that sent heaven Stop this Darkness Unravel the quilt we have woven Bring me back to my beloved, I scream Choosing to fight I search for memories, for my knight The blacken raven cloaks me with its wings I pray, I sing Surrender me to the light! Resist the darkness And remember our night Swept by the blackened raven Feeling the Pounding Underneath my flesh Looking above to our days in our haven Forget the horror that soils my flesh I’m being swallowed Hate is echoed You watch my eyes close The raven remains, exposed Paralyzed I reminisce In the distance I hear a faint sound Slowly my body has unbound You try to awaken me with a kiss Your affection almost remiss Familiar lips whisper, “Remain the shine that clears this strife Come back to our life … Of once purity” Sing me your song of unity as I cry … Yearn to stay with you in yesterday I now pray to thee That the glow will guide me Bring me there, Again With your hands that sent heaven One day you will Stop the Darkness And the raven you will kill by Candace De Foor |