Any Existence of God

Slipping from normal to insanity, Everything dying inside of me,

I rape my mind with impurity, I drink away my sobriety,

Everything lost in reality, An aching so bad it's blinding me,

Must I repent for eternity? These sins you burn inside of me.

Reaching, feeding, entering disease, Falling, crawling, defying release,

Feeling, revealing, reliving my grief, Failing inside, falling behind,

Trying to find, Any existence of God.

Dying, lying, searching for, Wanting, needing something more,

Searching, lurking, desperate to find, Retreating, intriguing, perverting my mind,

Failing inside, falling behind,

Trying to find, Any existence of God.