"My Almost Memory"

I almost had my memory.
I almost had that feeling,
that I have longed to have.
I almost had you, or
maybe you almost had me.
Either way it was perfect.
You could'nt tell, but
I was ready as ever.
The cool summer night's breeze,
the grip of your hand on mine.
The moment passed,
it's all over now.
Everything changed after
that night.
Your attitude and most importantly,
your words changed when you spoke.
The guilt that layed over me,
I could hardly breathe in your presence.
My butterflies were torn into millions
of pieces, until, my heart
fell from my chest.
I have so much hatrid for you, but
there are those days when i remember,
remember how you made me feel.
I don't regret you making me feel,
I regret missing my moment.
You will always be,
My Almost Memory.