suicide accomplished

How nice it is to see my whole life fall down the drain and to know that there's nothing I can be

How nice it is to feel the pain and tears welling up inside of me

How beautiful it is to watch love melt into this awesome hate

How wonderful it is to know and see all those who don't ever appreciate

How cool it is to think upon the blade stabbing and sliding inside of me

The pain how good it feels to strain and hold back the tears soon no longer to be

How lovely it is to watch the fresh blood flow

To think that I'm the only one that can know

I've finally did it after numerous tries and looking to the sky

So let me stay on the floor in a bloody puddle and curl up to die