Misery in Three Parts

1) I won’t be waiting anymore
i wont be waiting for u when u get home,
cause honey im better than that.
but i want u to know
im always within reach.
but for once
i might not come back.
No call and return.
None of that now.
I jumped
but honestly that doesn’t seem to count
for anything now.
I lost friends over this.
All for nothing.

2) Explanations and Thanks
Ive been down this road before
and it sucks.
I couldn’t say anything cause
I didn’t want to sound like a fool.
I didn’t wanna get too close
for fear of u shrinking away.
But thank you.
Thank you for telling me this
after I thought
we could possibly have something.
Thank you for holding my hand
and making me feel
like it was right.
Thank you for letting
me walk around today
and actually think
it was worth people giving me eat shit looks.
Thanks.
Thanks so much.

3) My apologies
Well here’s my apology to you:
I’m sorry I got the wrong idea.
And im sorry I still care.
And im sorry that I jumped
so quick cause honestly
now im stuck in fucksville
where I don’t know
what to believe anymore.
I’m sorry.
That’s all I can say.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
I just didn’t see this coming.
But thank you for telling me
before I made a complete fool out of myself.
Cause then I would feel like shit.