Thank You

Who would of known
I’d come out this way,
All the love I was shown
But I still hurt everyday;
I didn’t know who I was
Or who I was supposed to be,
All I knew, is that I had enough
Of it being just only me;

I had to get away
So I went to job corps, to find who I really was,
Man I searched everyday
But I still stood in the same exact place;
So I ended up back at home
As confused as I was before,
But I had no where else to run
So I would just get drunk and let my tears pour;
About myself I didn’t care
I guess that’s why I ended up in jail,
that’s where I confronted my fears
To stand up from when I fell;

But when I look at myself now
I like what I see,
No more putting up a show
To be what you want me to be;
I am who I am
That’s how its always going to be,
No more living in shame
Cause that’s what you want to see;
Your not going to bring me down
Just cause that’s where you stay,
Its not my fault you let yourself drown
That’s why you were hurting me everyday;

UNTIL NOW

You will never do it to me again
I’m tired of your shit,
No more walking with you in the rain
Cause now I know you didn’t care about me a bit;
You were there, but I still walked alone
You listened, only so you could use it against me;
I thought love is what was being shown
Damn this whole time I was confiding in my enemy!;

After all the pain I felt and seen
And crying so many tears,
I finally learned my lesson
After all these years;

Thank You
Cause NOW I am who I always wanted to be