Essence

Essence
Need time to heal, time to feel
Time to myself amongst the clamour that’s you
You blew my mind and then left me behind
Now that I’ve known you I can’t go back
You showed me love is real and how it feels
How to be myself when it counts
Now like last nights dream you’re gone
Without a trace you’ve disappeared
Gone from my life how to go back
Be the man I was before
But I can’t go back must go on
Without you I fell apart
Back together almost
Feeling free at last
Catastrophe strikes you come back
This sucks
I must be fucked
All over again we do our dance
I fall for you all
Nothing learnt from our past
Walked straight into another disaster
Gone all over again
Pain floods my heart
Clouds my mind
Runs down my arm
Cold and numb and very dumb
Hollow I feel missing you
Saved by you
Confused and distressed
You’re perplexed
Life is stressed
Fooling know one but myself
Time to figure out what’s best

-Maurice

Author’s note: No matter how bad life’s problems seem suicide is not an option, If you are feeling depressed or down talk to a friend, teacher or a counsellor. It helps just to talk about it so please if you are feeling like its all getting to much reach out and speak to someone.