Forgotten How To Cry

Forgotten How To Cry/
Another Day Of My Life

another day of my life
and I know just how it's going to be
as I walk up to my friends
the turn their backs to me

I can tell that we won't talk
ever again
but thats ok because
I know that I have him

and that he will listen
to me without a doubt
and that's when he tells me
that it isn't working out

he says that he hates himself
and doesn't want me hurt
but thats just one more lie
that I guess I deserve

he has found someone else
but he doesn't know
I need him now more than ever
more than I'm willing to show

and all I can do is take the lie
and go through the rest of the day
smiling at everyone else,
acting like everything's okay

inside my heart is crying and breaking
I dont know if i can take
much more of this abuse
that everyday I seem make

when I go home
I say that eveything is fine
I go to my room
to sit there alone for some time

I wait for the tears to come
but they never do
I sit there and hurt more and more
not knowing what is true

and no matter what I do
the tears wont come
so I look into the mirror and ask
what have I become?

and so my heart beats
even though its broken and battered
and behind my smile
is a heart that's shattered

tears help heal the pain
and no matter how hard I try
I have become so numb
that I forgotten how to cry