&& maybe

Can I look you in the eyes?
& dare to see passed the lies
You once told me so true
Because you knew believed in only you

May I put the pieces back again?
& wonder how this ever began
Or throw it all away
Because my heart has nothing else to say

Should I put the blame all in me?
& pretend I don’t miss you badly
And maybe one day I will get my wish
That my heartbreak will finally be finished.

How can I let this go on?
& what did I do so wrong
And maybe just maybe
You still want me slightly