Deceiving my own heart

I'm torn between leaving you
And never looking back
Never remembering your brutal words
Forgetting every attack
I don't want to decieve you
But I do like to mislead
I'd love to get you back
Between your hatred and your greed
You used me until I had nothing
And left me to cry alone
Captivated inside me
The stray feelings that were grown
Rage, fury, sadness, and lust
Are my feelings in your hands
Distrust, depression, agression
Are the feelings that still stand
All you ever wanted
Was to corrupt my heart
We were never pictured together
Upon the very start
My life is not yours to live
Gather your belongings and leave
You wanted to see me cry for you
But you won't see me grieve
My misleading ways
Have now overcome yours
The sign that represented us
Now stands alone and burns
All I have to say
Is what I really don't know
Whatever I think now
You put in long ago
Spilling out my anger
So that others can see it too
Let me make it clear
You, and I are through.