Cried my last tear drop for you

I felt the time race through my veins
I counted every second you were gone
Every drop of blood run dry
All my feeling moved on
My simplicity narrowed down
Through this battle to stay alive
Ways of becoming stronger
Every way possible has been tried
Insanity spilled onto the floor
And soaked up with the abuse
holding onto everything let go
right now trying is no use
The cement covered with bloody tears
Stained forever it shall be
i'm trying to get out of this maze
Yet so much pain has blinded me
I keep helplessly crawling around
Instinct is to look for the door
As crazy as it seems
I've given up everything more
My beauty I once had
Is now covered from your stress
Losing is my everything
yet; gaining is my less
I admit i cried for you
But tonight I am truley done
My bloody tears shown another way
From your shelter I shall run