Trust

I can't believe i thought i could actually trust you again,
Everything seemed to be going so good,
what happened,
Should i have noticed something that i did not notice,
Why did i not think you would not do this shit to me again,
The first time was your fualt,
Now the second it's mine,
What ever made me think you had changed or would not hurt me again,
I feel so stupid,
I actually thought i loved you,
Wait i do,
I actually thought you were starting to love me too,
What the hell was i thinking.