A Simple Cry To God

God you work all things for the good?
Well if that’s the case then you have lots to work with
I use what I’ve learned, from what I’ve gone through to counsel others
What does that get me?
My phone ringing off the hook
A huge phone bill
Calls at 3 am because someone’s love life is turning sour
Sometimes I just get sick of… Helping
I mean don’t get me wrong I love everyone I council like they were family
But sometimes all their stress and my stress put together gets to me
Another thing God
I know that the best councilor is someone who has been through the same thing that you are talking to them about
But come on do I have to go through every experience I council someone on?
I mean gosh! Its great that you have used every bad experience that I have gone through and made it to glorify you but can’t I just have a break from the stress every once in a while?!
I mean I am starting to expect the worse in every situation just because I expect you to use it for me to council someone!
Being a mom and house wife and college student and trying to keep my dating life in shape is a ton of Freaking work!
I’m exhausted I need some time to relax. Lately I just want to smash my phone into a million pieces.
I just want to get a walkie-talkie so I can talk to Justin and no one else
He is the only one not adding drama to my life or trying to give me one more thing that I have to do before I can relax!
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God I guess what I am trying to say is that
I’m tired
Can you please spare your little girl a little bit of peace?
Amen