Revelations

Has there ever been a time in your life you wish you could replace.When something felt just not right it felt out of place?You start questioning the things you've done and the people that you've spent your time with and you start to question if everything you've done was worth the time it took to achieve it.Are the people really there for you or just the time that is so dear that you give them.Do they enjoy your company or just the temporary relief from boredom it gives them.You start to question wether they love you like they say or if they hate you like they will never say.Is there really truth to anything they say.In this world it is so hard to distinguish the lies from the truth.You'd like to think the people in your life wouldn't lie to you that they would strive to be honest and true to you.But sometimes that is not the case.It is not their fault all the time sometimes it's just how they were raised to be how they were raised to act.When you have been lied to and misused all your life it is hard to tell if lies are coming from the mouths of the best friends you've ever known.There is so much you wish to accomplish it but something unseen and imaginary holds you back.Maybe it's yourself maybe it's the influence of people in your present or people of your past.Does everything really mean enough to you to be proud of what you've done...the things you have accomplished are great but yet are just as unsatisfying as stale cereal or curdled milk.Don't get me wrong I love the people in my life that have been there for me in more ways than i can count.But everyone lies no one is perfect.If they claim to be they are lieing again.It's amazing the things that put your life into perspective.There are so many things i'd like to say to the people that have helped shape my life so far...but the words never come or just are scared to be said.But one thing is for sure no matter how hard or how frustrating life can be it's always worth living...The joys of it..Love,Passion,Friendship,Caring,and Family.Even if your friends,family,and the love of your life let you down...they are always worth your time and most of all your patience.Think about that when you have some free time alone to yourself....Life is at times hard but worth every minute of it.