I know I need you

Its funny, I smile when i lie
and you, you cry when i drive of
I can tell on the phone your voice gets soft,
but i chose to live my life not
to pay attention to ur smile for just one second,
when I try, when i try after all those nights we spent second guessing
what we feel inside.
I can't forget how many nights I spent up while you were gone checking the clock
to check if you'd come home,
but you were gone, and all I could read is that
I was about quarter to loosing my mind, all alone and then
I realized all along
your the reason i learnt to love the reason i learnt to trust
and put ma heart above lust,
the reason i cried, the reason I smiled the reason
i tried to change the world if only for a while
baby, i know need you in my life