Heartbreaker

its not working out
its over. we're done
those words shattered my heart
my soul ripped apart
so what do you expect me to live for
when you were my life?
so what do you expect me to die for?
when for only you i will die
now what do i do
what do i say
"please dont do this to me."
"we'll work it out and be ok."
but my words seamed unheard
through my choking and crying
he said "tomorrow,
dont even bother calling."
then he told me to see him
we met at my house
talked things over
and worked things out
but those hours in between
left my heart broken
even today
I've held these words unspoken
now we are together
but my heart teared
my life is now back
but its too much to bear
i cant help but realize
all the promises made
that are now broken
by my one mistake
if i could go bak
there isn't a way
because all the pain
made me appreciate him more today
im shattered inside
and ill always be
to kno that he could hurt me
will always haunt me
i love him so much
cant imagine him not here
but i kno hes not there
to catch all my tears
its not that he doesnt want to
or because he wont
its because he cant
because he doesnt know
but if he knew all the pain
caused because of that day
i know he wouldnt see things
the same way
time heals all
but time is so slow
ill never forget
but soon ill let go
our life together is amazing
and he completes my soul
and with the tiny pieces of my heart
i adore him as if it were whole